During the on-campus interviews for summer student positions, which were held over Zoom in my year, I talked about how unique it was that the firm had a student blog. A few months later, I was writing one as a summer student. Now I’m back, law school behind me and a month of articling in, writing again. The version of me on that Zoom call had no idea what the last month would look like.
It felt right to pick up where my summer student post left off. Another round of lessons, this time from the articling side.
Here’s what I wish I had known starting articling…
The intimidation fades quicker than the learning curve does.
As a summer student, asking a question was a whole production. I would draft the whole email, reread it, wonder if it was even worth sending, then save up a few more so I wasn’t bothering anyone twice. There was a lot happening in my head before a single message went out.
A month into articling, that queue is gone. Now I ask the moment the question comes up. Everyone at McCague Borlack LLP makes that easy. People explain things without making you feel behind, and no one has ever made a question feel silly. The part I assumed would take the longest, feeling comfortable enough to talk to the lawyers, happened first.
You aren’t doing it alone.
I used to think everything about this path was competitive. Grades, the LSAT, law school, recruitment – every stage came with the sense that I was being measured against everyone around me, and I carried that with me. A month back at the firm and that assumption hasn’t held up. There is always someone to talk to, and it never has to be just about work. Somewhere in the last month, it stopped feeling like a place I work and started feeling like a group of people I know.
You’re allowed to be an articling student.
This has been the hardest one to actually believe. There’s a quiet pressure to feel like a lawyer before you are one, especially surrounded by people who are experienced and accomplished in their legal careers. What I keep coming back to is that no one here is asking me to be anything other than an articling student. Every lawyer here started somewhere, and every one of them is still learning too.
Almost every task this month started with me not knowing how to do it. The work was figuring it out along the way, and nobody expected anything different.
Last year I was trying to prove I belonged here. This year I have learned that belonging was never about knowing everything. I am usually the least experienced person in the room, and that turns out to be exactly what I’m supposed to be.
On that same Zoom call, we talked about how law is sink or swim. A month and a few lessons later, I’m still swimming.




